since i've been driving.. i seem to have fallen in love with lydia.. my car. after the first ticket i got, which wasnt even that bad.. my so called father, threatened to donate the car, which is rightfully his
well i got another ticket a bull **** ticket, ****ing dick said i was going 95 on the free way (about a month ago) what i noticed on my ticket was that it said my car was black, my car is not black.. the trim maybe but the body color is grey, i've shown you guys pictures of my car.. -.- even if it was at night time, my car is still grey, and the cop even has his god damn headlights pointing at the rear of my car. so ****, what am i to do? my keys just got taken away, and i have no way to get to work now. what the **** was he thinking when he took my keys right? -.-
so anyhow... he says to me while i was in my room he comes in and says, when you come back from visiting your mother, your name won't be on out insurence anymore, you take care of it yourself, so how the **** am i suppose to take care of my own insurence at the age of 17? i dont even have a god damn credit card because he never went with me to open an account. if you know me, you'll know that i blame nearly anything that has to do with my dad, on my dad.. you dontknow my dad.. he does ****ed up ****.. everyone hates him. the thing i hate most is.. my brother is exactly like him.. they are the best family to you.. then once you are in trouble.. they turn your back on you like that.
anyhow... if.. my car gets donated... i will very much likely have to quit my job.. quitting my job means no more money.. if i have to turn to that option.. i will most likely will be parting the things which i own off that car... mazdaspeed seat spring lowering springs in box, i might possibly want to do a trade off of lx rims to anyone who has the steelies... i dont know...im so pissed off right now..
i dont know who to hate more.. my dad for not even listening to my side of the story, or my brother for not listening nor helping me out. i dont know... but if i can't get insurence.. then i might have to be forced to part and scrap or sell the vehicle...
ive contemplated running away again -.- for the third time.. but i have to make a trip up more next week.. so perhaps after.. i dont know...
what does everyone think of my situation as adults?
well i got another ticket a bull **** ticket, ****ing dick said i was going 95 on the free way (about a month ago) what i noticed on my ticket was that it said my car was black, my car is not black.. the trim maybe but the body color is grey, i've shown you guys pictures of my car.. -.- even if it was at night time, my car is still grey, and the cop even has his god damn headlights pointing at the rear of my car. so ****, what am i to do? my keys just got taken away, and i have no way to get to work now. what the **** was he thinking when he took my keys right? -.-
so anyhow... he says to me while i was in my room he comes in and says, when you come back from visiting your mother, your name won't be on out insurence anymore, you take care of it yourself, so how the **** am i suppose to take care of my own insurence at the age of 17? i dont even have a god damn credit card because he never went with me to open an account. if you know me, you'll know that i blame nearly anything that has to do with my dad, on my dad.. you dontknow my dad.. he does ****ed up ****.. everyone hates him. the thing i hate most is.. my brother is exactly like him.. they are the best family to you.. then once you are in trouble.. they turn your back on you like that.
anyhow... if.. my car gets donated... i will very much likely have to quit my job.. quitting my job means no more money.. if i have to turn to that option.. i will most likely will be parting the things which i own off that car... mazdaspeed seat spring lowering springs in box, i might possibly want to do a trade off of lx rims to anyone who has the steelies... i dont know...im so pissed off right now..
i dont know who to hate more.. my dad for not even listening to my side of the story, or my brother for not listening nor helping me out. i dont know... but if i can't get insurence.. then i might have to be forced to part and scrap or sell the vehicle...
ive contemplated running away again -.- for the third time.. but i have to make a trip up more next week.. so perhaps after.. i dont know...
what does everyone think of my situation as adults?
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