Well just when i thought my life couldnt get worse.. my mom comes in wakes me up this mornin with news... bad news.. i found out that early this mornin/late last night.. my older brother has passedaway.., he has had asthma his whole life it was really bad when he was younger.. he would have trips 2 the hospital a couple times a month... but then as he got older,, it wasnt bad.. 2 the point where in hte past couple years he rarley gets an attack and when it its its really not that bad... well last night he had one again... he drove himself to the hospital.. there where 4 doctors there with him and they coudlnt save him... .. 4 doctors and they couldnt do anything what kinda **** is this... i just dont know what to do.. iv never had to deal with death before... and my grandpa is sick in the hospital .. so i was kinda ready to think that i might have 2 deal with it.. but i never thought it would be my brother... idk i mean last night i was having a convo with Rob... where i was saying **** god.. and it makes me wonder.. did this happen because of that??? or.. should i really still be saying **** god.. i just dont know what to do..
edit: .. well i just found out that the reason that the doctors couldnt save him is because of all the asthma he has had his lungs where so scared.. so that when they tried 2 revive (sp) him.. his lungs just collapsed ..
edit: .. well i just found out that the reason that the doctors couldnt save him is because of all the asthma he has had his lungs where so scared.. so that when they tried 2 revive (sp) him.. his lungs just collapsed ..
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