...Okay, time for a sad confession ...relapsed. 120+ days clean pissed away since returning to Birmingham...every time I swear it'll be my last, but it never happens...tired, burned out, depressed...would seek profssional help but don't need someone with a diploma laying a guilt trip on me. Truth be told I'm guilt trippin' myself plenty...Gonna' try again tomorrow, MY MESSAGE TO EVERYONE...PLEASE STAY FROM DRUGS...an easy door to walk in but Hell to find you way out !
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^ you sir are correct...the choice is always mine and with a clearer head today, my post reeks of selfpity...spent some time reading up (online) about the cause/effects of addiction and realize that I'm in a bit of a vicious circle of trying to be happy in a situation that offers no real happiness.If it can be done wrong, I will...somehow I always finish tearing things up before I can fix'em ...
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werd to that!---Has ClubProtege helped you in someway? show your support by Contributing--- Click Here---
1992- project FE3..... 313 WHP @ 9.3psi
I pet my dash when I get into the car..."good car"he actually has a mazda tree, parts grow on it
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thats the best part! a mix of stretching & lifting turns you into yoga man HAHAH---Has ClubProtege helped you in someway? show your support by Contributing--- Click Here---
1992- project FE3..... 313 WHP @ 9.3psi
I pet my dash when I get into the car..."good car"he actually has a mazda tree, parts grow on it
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YOGA POWA!!! hahah---Has ClubProtege helped you in someway? show your support by Contributing--- Click Here---
1992- project FE3..... 313 WHP @ 9.3psi
I pet my dash when I get into the car..."good car"he actually has a mazda tree, parts grow on it
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Okay...20+ days without blow thanks to help/support from a site called cocainehelp.org and have finally gotten enough of a grip on my life to seriously start looking for a new job (drug tested myself with kit from drugstore a week ago...negative). Weight dropped to 185 lbs. and then shot up to 205 lbs. once I started eat properly again, currently trying ease back down to 190 lbs. by laying off junk food (lots of fruit and vegetables these days) and playing the piss outta' my drum kit. Still too hot here work on the 94LX...temps. outside 102 to 105+ for more than two weeks.If it can be done wrong, I will...somehow I always finish tearing things up before I can fix'em ...
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